It's good to be back!

Alright, finally an entry after an overdue absence …. What?!?! I had to look after my newborn!! …….

Figured a good excuse would justify my absence =)

Ok … so latest update on my life …

You’ll know you’re fat when:

You go downstairs saying you’re hungry having missed dinner due to a late lunch, seeking some sympathy and loving from your ma but instead have those wonderful thoughts give way to " go peel a pear la, THAT WOULD BE GOOD FOR YOU!” with the sweetest smile one can give with a dagger sticking out from in between the teeth, smelling of sympathy ….. she said that not once but Twice on separate occasions! ….. yes, guess God heard my prayer for a conformation…. I have had 2 pear dinners for the pass few days ….

And your pa ,
He walks up to you, holds you by the arm and says with much ( or so he made it seem) hesitation .. “What happened to you? You weren’t like this before?” and like my ma gives me THE MOST heart melting smile so potent it brings out the puppy dog eyes in the ROCK….. It reads, “ no dear! It doesn’t mean I love you?! Get a clue! ”


The difference between parents and the media?
-The media don’t build you a false sense of love to make the truth more hurtful, the media truly loves you for the YOU they are making you to be!


WEIGHT STRESS!!!


Was wondering if we could start a fattys’ club….? What do ya’ll say besties? NiNi? Nene? Nunu? We will start a BRAND NEW form of pressure!! Wanna join our happening Ohsome Fullsome Wowsome club? GET FAT !!!

(Imagined scenario)
We all start eating on our chocolate brownies with ice-cream hearts overflowing with satisfaction from a guilt free indulgence (every girl’s dream), smiling from ear to ear, overwhelmed with content. We would even be chatting about how good it feels to be BEYOND (psychologically) the downside “beauty” and *gag*….. (huh? )…. * gag and gag again*…. the ice cream on our spoon slips itself to the ground and gets covered with crumbs and dirt, the chocolate melts AWAY to reveal the foreign substance with a rusty shade of green spawning atop my brownies while we choke up our food upon realization that our dream is only of fantasy’s reality……We look at all the everything and everyone with disgust …

I shall get back to my pear now …… Its good! It really is!............


p.s.: Nini and Nene ? I believe u know who u are, Nunu? …. You are my iswara friend! We hung out on the night of the most awesomest weather under the freaking plain starless Malaysian sky (still disappointed), lying ontop of your boot talking the night away! We rock la ….u are deeply missed …. WE MUST DO IT AGAIN!!

Fantasy's reality <-- combo of the day!! =)

cheers!